Took an outsized loss on this trade right off the open due to being too large. Although my lot size indicator was showing NFLX at 10 shares per lot, it should have actually been 5 shares per lot. But it's my fault for not double checking, as I already had a hunch this was wrong from yesterday's trading. In hindsight, at 40 shares, I was nearly double max size on NFLX today, when the entry signal wasn't A+; that is what led to an outsized loss. Had I only been in 15 shares, my stop out loss would have only been around $120, instead of nearly $500. This loss would have been within my normal ranges, and therefore a couple winners could have overcome in.
While taking an outsized loss due to incorrect position sizing didn't help, that's not really the problem with this trade. In fact, the initial trade on NFLX wasn't a terrible trade. I had a bias, waited for an entry signal (although jumped the gun on first entry), and had a clear stop, which I honored. That's what a good trade looks like. The problem with this trade is how I reacted to the loss emotionally; I went on tilt, and into "make it back mode". Not only was I fighting with my risk manager on this trade, but after getting back to a reasonable loss, I started taking more and more risky trades; gamble trades like yesterday. It started with NVAX, and then MRNA. I turned a $500 loss to a $200 loss, and then a $2,000 loss, to finally a $67 loss. That is erratic, emotional, gamble trading. I will never be able to build a serious trading career, let alone provide for my family, trading this way. It's extremely necessary that I get a handle on this psychological weakness to taking losses.
NFLX basically bounced off it's daily 20ma. After a day of solid selling, I would expect NFLX to rebound nicely in the coming days, but I'm also open to the possibility that it sells off some. Either way, I have full faith that once sellers are all out, NFLX will resume it's upward trend. Look forward to adding it to my daily trader list.
Execution detail:
Date/time | Symbol | Side | Price | Position |
---|---|---|---|---|
2020-07-17 09:35:08 | NFLX | buy | $496.742 | long |
2020-07-17 09:35:09 | NFLX | buy | $497.007 | long |
2020-07-17 09:37:05 | NFLX | buy | $492.390 | long |
2020-07-17 09:39:06 | NFLX | buy | $493.387 | long |
2020-07-17 09:46:55 | NFLX | sell | $487.965 | long |
2020-07-17 09:46:55 | NFLX | sell | $487.810 | long |
2020-07-17 09:46:55 | NFLX | sell | $487.900 | 0 |
2020-07-17 09:48:31 | NFLX | buy | $491.987 | long |
2020-07-17 10:17:50 | NFLX | sell | $486.380 | long |
2020-07-17 10:17:50 | NFLX | sell | $486.380 | long |
2020-07-17 10:17:51 | NFLX | sell | $486.330 | 0 |
2020-07-17 10:20:21 | NFLX | buy | $485.810 | long |
2020-07-17 10:20:33 | NFLX | buy | $486.150 | long |
2020-07-17 10:20:35 | NFLX | buy | $486.035 | long |
2020-07-17 10:20:57 | NFLX | buy | $486.790 | long |
2020-07-17 10:24:07 | NFLX | sell | $486.009 | long |
2020-07-17 10:24:13 | NFLX | buy | $485.823 | long |
2020-07-17 10:25:00 | NFLX | buy | $486.440 | long |
2020-07-17 10:29:08 | NFLX | sell | $485.190 | long |
2020-07-17 10:29:08 | NFLX | sell | $485.190 | 0 |
2020-07-17 10:29:57 | NFLX | buy | $486.640 | long |
2020-07-17 10:30:11 | NFLX | sell | $486.710 | 0 |
2020-07-17 10:30:29 | NFLX | buy | $486.498 | long |
2020-07-17 10:30:43 | NFLX | sell | $485.684 | long |
2020-07-17 10:31:12 | NFLX | sell | $484.590 | 0 |
2020-07-17 10:31:49 | NFLX | buy | $486.171 | long |
2020-07-17 10:31:56 | NFLX | sell | $486.070 | 0 |
2020-07-17 10:32:34 | NFLX | buy | $486.840 | long |
2020-07-17 10:32:44 | NFLX | sell | $486.363 | 0 |
2020-07-17 10:34:16 | NFLX | buy | $486.155 | long |
2020-07-17 10:35:33 | NFLX | buy | $487.837 | long |
2020-07-17 10:39:37 | NFLX | sell | $488.859 | 0 |
2020-07-17 10:39:52 | NFLX | buy | $488.410 | long |
2020-07-17 10:40:42 | NFLX | sell | $490.240 | 0 |
2020-07-17 10:41:36 | NFLX | buy | $490.853 | long |
2020-07-17 10:45:41 | NFLX | buy | $489.461 | long |
2020-07-17 10:57:46 | NFLX | buy | $491.190 | long |
2020-07-17 11:12:44 | NFLX | sell | $492.990 | long |
2020-07-17 11:12:44 | NFLX | sell | $492.990 | long |
2020-07-17 11:12:46 | NFLX | sell | $493.190 | long |
2020-07-17 11:12:48 | NFLX | sell | $493.240 | long |
2020-07-17 11:12:50 | NFLX | sell | $493.184 | 0 |
2020-07-17 11:15:04 | NFLX | buy | $492.000 | long |
2020-07-17 11:15:04 | NFLX | buy | $492.000 | long |
2020-07-17 11:16:44 | NFLX | buy | $492.200 | long |
2020-07-17 11:16:45 | NFLX | buy | $492.100 | long |
2020-07-17 11:16:45 | NFLX | buy | $492.100 | long |
2020-07-17 11:16:46 | NFLX | buy | $492.000 | long |
2020-07-17 11:16:46 | NFLX | buy | $492.000 | long |
2020-07-17 11:18:51 | NFLX | buy | $491.500 | long |
2020-07-17 11:20:05 | NFLX | sell | $493.000 | long |
2020-07-17 11:20:05 | NFLX | sell | $492.990 | long |
2020-07-17 11:20:09 | NFLX | sell | $493.000 | long |
2020-07-17 11:20:09 | NFLX | sell | $493.000 | long |
2020-07-17 11:21:38 | NFLX | sell | $493.050 | long |
2020-07-17 11:21:38 | NFLX | sell | $492.990 | long |
2020-07-17 11:21:39 | NFLX | sell | $492.990 | 0 |
2020-07-17 12:13:20 | NFLX | buy | $489.235 | long |
2020-07-17 12:13:27 | NFLX | buy | $489.540 | long |
2020-07-17 12:16:20 | NFLX | sell | $490.000 | long |
2020-07-17 12:16:20 | NFLX | sell | $490.000 | 0 |
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