In looking back over this trade, I'm not even sure why I entered. My original plan was to wait for an opening entry signal, given that I had a long bias off positive earnings report. However, I entered the first trade as a dip bounce, once I saw the 9:36 candle get bought up on heavy volume; figured the initial bottom was in, and rode that bounce for a nice scalp, selling into the 1min 20ma/$130 whole number. Sure enough, that's where IBM failed from.
Here's where the problem started, I opened a new position at 9:55am, and looking back, I have no idea why... There was no entry signal for the long bias.... The only thing I can think of is the 9:49am wick, which was bought up on volume, that may have given me the impression that the real bottom was in, but given that this wasn't the first bounce, it's not something I really should have been playing, and certainly not at the high prices I paid. After this entry, IBM sort of gave us a 1min 20ma cup, but it wasn't above the 20ma, which given we were under the 5min 20ma, I should have been extra cautious and demanded a better entry signal before spending any risk on this trade. But in the moment, I used the higher low/higher high as an excuse to stay in the trade, and then used the pullback from the higher high as a reason to add to my position. This would have been fine except for the fact that the pullback already broke through where my stop should have been, and thus rather than adding, I should have been getting out of this trade per my strategy.
While I'm glad I did stop out, I should have stopped out at $129.06, with a single lot only. Instead, I sized up to 3 lots on a C- entry signal at best, and then gave it all the way to $128.38 for a stop... Aside from this stop not following my entry strategy, this setup this not deserve such a wide stop. With such a large position, and wide stop, I took a significant loss once I stopped out that gave back my gains from the morning, and put me red on the day a decent amount.
This is the moment my day went to shit; I let the loss + going red on the day put me on-tilt, and started trading emotionally and gambling. I threw out my trading strategy/system, and started trying to scalp anything that moved so I could "make it back". From there, I ended up blowing up my day, and taking a huge $620 rip.
In the heat of the moment, I recognized when I went on-tilt. As soon as I started taking losses on IBM, I could feel the frustration rising. I even tried to coach myself to stay calm, and not start trading erratically, but despite my efforts, I ended up going hulk anyway.
After taking some advice from a trading friend, and reading up on Trading in the Zone, I've come to realize that I haven't yet fully accepted the reality that trading is a game of probability, and that every trade is just a bet. I have not yet fully accepted the risk I've put on with these trades. I'm still trading as if every trade could work, and when they don't, I spin out of control trying to force it to work, and when I can't force it to work, I go try and force other trades to work. Oddly enough, I end up trying to fix the results of my bad trading with more bad trading. Not surprisingly, it always ends in disaster.
Thankfully my risk manager stopped me out for the day once I hit my $500 limit, plus some slippage. While I hated it in the moment, it was nice having it there to protect me from myself. At the end of the day, I'm at least grateful that I'm aware of how my emotions are affecting my trading, and even more so that I can recognize it in the moment. This is the first step to overcoming these issues, and breaking through in my trading development journey.
I'd expect IBM to rally tomorrow once investors have a chance to digest the earnings info; especially the cloud growth performance. (fyi, this is exactly what happened the next day. IBM opened at $125.90 and made a high of $129.47, and ultimately closing near $129 - on this second day, the entry signal was above the 5min 20ma, and picture perfect up/down/up motion)
Execution detail:
Date/time | Symbol | Side | Price | Position |
---|---|---|---|---|
2020-07-21 09:36:43 | IBM | buy | $130.030 | long |
2020-07-21 09:38:33 | IBM | buy | $129.860 | long |
2020-07-21 09:42:30 | IBM | buy | $129.926 | long |
2020-07-21 09:45:55 | IBM | sell | $130.510 | long |
2020-07-21 09:45:55 | IBM | sell | $130.480 | long |
2020-07-21 09:45:58 | IBM | sell | $130.515 | 0 |
2020-07-21 09:55:21 | IBM | buy | $129.832 | long |
2020-07-21 09:56:17 | IBM | buy | $129.779 | long |
2020-07-21 10:15:36 | IBM | buy | $128.892 | long |
2020-07-21 10:15:40 | IBM | buy | $128.892 | long |
2020-07-21 10:18:38 | IBM | sell | $128.380 | long |
2020-07-21 10:18:38 | IBM | sell | $128.400 | 0 |
2020-07-21 10:19:37 | IBM | buy | $128.650 | long |
2020-07-21 10:19:37 | IBM | buy | $128.650 | long |
2020-07-21 10:19:40 | IBM | buy | $128.710 | long |
2020-07-21 10:28:11 | IBM | buy | $128.972 | long |
2020-07-21 10:36:28 | IBM | sell | $128.220 | long |
2020-07-21 10:36:28 | IBM | sell | $128.220 | 0 |
2020-07-21 10:37:46 | IBM | buy | $128.455 | long |
2020-07-21 10:37:46 | IBM | buy | $128.455 | long |
2020-07-21 10:53:39 | IBM | buy | $128.865 | long |
2020-07-21 11:04:39 | IBM | buy | $128.255 | long |
2020-07-21 11:07:49 | IBM | sell | $127.880 | long |
2020-07-21 11:07:49 | IBM | sell | $127.890 | long |
2020-07-21 11:07:49 | IBM | sell | $127.880 | long |
2020-07-21 11:07:50 | IBM | sell | $127.900 | 0 |
2020-07-21 11:08:38 | IBM | buy | $127.840 | long |
2020-07-21 11:08:38 | IBM | buy | $127.840 | long |
2020-07-21 11:09:03 | IBM | buy | $127.760 | long |
2020-07-21 11:09:04 | IBM | buy | $127.763 | long |
2020-07-21 11:11:20 | IBM | buy | $127.380 | long |
2020-07-21 11:50:38 | IBM | sell | $127.140 | 0 |
2020-07-21 12:05:21 | IBM | buy | $127.405 | long |
2020-07-21 12:06:32 | IBM | buy | $127.332 | long |
2020-07-21 12:06:35 | IBM | buy | $127.334 | long |
2020-07-21 12:10:42 | IBM | sell | $127.440 | long |
2020-07-21 12:10:52 | IBM | sell | $127.440 | long |
2020-07-21 12:11:08 | IBM | sell | $127.490 | 0 |
2020-07-21 12:11:16 | IBM | buy | $127.480 | long |
2020-07-21 12:11:48 | IBM | sell | $127.600 | 0 |
2020-07-21 12:42:00 | IBM | buy | $127.354 | long |
2020-07-21 12:42:32 | IBM | sell | $127.360 | 0 |
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