Took an NQ entry in front of open on a 30m DBD wick and there was NO CLEAN EXIT.

SHOULD HAVE WAITED for 2/5m
SHOULD have waited BEYOND the OPEN

30m BUY WICK in the WAY SHOLD NOT HAVE TAKEN this TRADE

START FRESH AND MOVE FORWARD for the DAY

2nd Trade was a 30/60m DBD wick the 60m had STACKED SELL WICKS.
This is a runner trade into the CLOSE of the day

I have EMOTIONAL CALM AND DISCIPLINE and I understand that this trade is WHIP BACK and FORTH

Hanging onto 2nd trade entry as a runner ~I locked in my original expense from 1st trade. I am trading this as a TREND DAY into CLOSE.

I will TAKE PROFITS at CLOSE of TREND DAY LOW

I need to TRADE to GET A RUNNER sure would be great to have taken profits on 1 CONTRACT and leave 1 run into close

THIS TRADE REPRESENTS ONE OF MY BIGGEST WEAKNESSES TAKING PROFITS THIS IS A PRODUCT OF RISK AVERSION. I DO NOT LIKE TO RISK SMALL LOSSES OF CAPITAL YET I RISK MY GAINS AND GIVE THEM BACK

I HAVE A MENTAL HANGUP RISKING GAINS AND GIVING THEM BACK (trading 1 contract is foolish)